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A letter to "Baby S"

I found this letter that I wrote to Ryan, aka "Baby S," the morning I found out I was pregnant. I can't believe that this:

has actually become this sweet little guy:


Here is the letter:

July 18, 2012

My dear Baby S,
What an amazing morning. Right now, this is a secret between just you and me. And your big sister Faith. You had a sister who did not live outside my tummy. She was beautiful and would have loved you so much. You are my rainbow. I had a feeling you were coming soon. Last week, the neighbors across the street took a picture of our house with a rainbow landing right in it. Your Aunt Val also dreamed last week that I got two positive pregnancy tests. I love you so much. I’m scared to death. I just want to sit in the house on our couch for the next 8 months to try to keep you safe. I can’t do that, though. Please know that I love you so very much. Please grow strong and healthy and be born healthy. You are due March 31, 2013. How are we going to tell Daddy? He doesn’t know yet. I didn’t take the test until he left for work. If it was positive, I didn’t want to tell him right before he left. I think I might put a hamburger bun in the oven and see if he figures out “bun in the oven = pregnant.” I love you, Faith loves you, your Daddy loves you. There are so many people I can’t wait for you to meet. For now, just stay where you are and grow. What do you think of the nickname “Ironhide?” We’re going for a Transformers theme :)

Love,
Mommy

Comments

  1. ValerieApril 15, 2013 at 4:30 PM

    Awww!!! I love this letter. I remember telling you about that dream. I am so glad he is here!!!!

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